A SAFE PLACE
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When I was 14 years old I fell in love with an older boy; he was 17 and my sister’s classmate. He had almost invited her in a date but before he could ask her out she told his friends not to do that because she had recently broken up with her boyfriend.
I met him in a holiday. One of my friends had invited me to go with her to his house, and her brother ( one of my sister’s classmate too) invited the boy whom I fell in love to go with him. And all started there. We were always talking and having fun, but both of as were too shy to talk about anything else but silly things.
When I came back to my house we always chat and sent e-mails. But suddenly all my sister’s friends started to bother me with him and it seemed that it was the end of all.
We can say that “all” was nothing, because I didn’t know him too much, and we never said anything to each other about what we would feel. But when I saw him at school I could feel a wonderful sensation when he looked at me. Very deep in my heart I know that he felt at list something about me(some of my friend agree with me because, as they say, he used to look at me in a special way, but some other are not).
I have never known what he really felt about me, but now, three years later I’m still thinking of him as my first love, although it may not be corresponded. When I see him or even when I think of him I feel a huge appraisal to him and affection, but not what it used to be: a kind of obsession.
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Unrecruited love during adolescence is rarely forgotten, especially because we tend to idealize it for ever after. Anyway, it is better to feel and then lose, than never have felt anythig at all, don't you think?
I know this story like the back of my hand
and when I say that, I mean I know too well, because I went through the same, and you know about it.
I know what it feels like to feel like you can't step forward, because you're too scared of what might happen. I know...oh God, I know!
hi sabri... a good story... but i think u must forget all this and continue with your life... because there are millions of fishes in the sea... u must keep on and wait until love reaches your life... u don´t have to hurry... u have a lot of time for that...
I was almost to cry.. i felt identified maybe my love story is not so similar to your but we felt the same.
Always love hearts but it fits good to feel it o not?
I love this post it is like the typical feeling a teneeger have..
kisses,,,
vicky.ko
I know exactly how you fell, and you know it. All I cant say to you , its to be fail full to your feelings and not to give so much attention to what the others may say about you. Its difficult I know, but you have to follow your way in order to be happy not the way others want to you.
What an "sad"story sabri!!but you know?I've had some storyes of that kind too and I really think the same as you in many thinks like for example that that kind of boys turn to be a kind of obsetion!
Despite the sad part I really like your story and thank you for shearing this things with us!kisses!
As a conclusion to all said, i think that we all ve similar expriences once~~!things that happened during adolescence and that turn to our mind as unforgetable memory.
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